aunty juvena just passed away today..
:'(
i screamed when i saw the message..
couldnt stop my tears from flowing..
I JUST VISITED HER AT THE HOSPITAL
IN THE MORNING
AND THEN SO SUDDENLY JUST..
ARGHHH!
i went in the morning and then after that
i went out shopping..
I FREAKING WENT SHOPPING..
DARN IT..
I JUST FEEL EXTREMELY FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF..
I EVEN SAID I'LL GO BACK AFTER I LEFT.
BUT I DIDN'T.
WHY? BECAUSE I FELT TIRED.
WHAT A GOOD EXCUSE.
why am i so sickening.

okay. anger aside.
i really hope the family is staying strong..

teens if you see this,
tml there most probably won't be service
but we'll be attending the wake.
time and place will be confirmed.
attire: black.
please do pray for the family..